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8月21日

Mood swing again??

I'm still trying to figure out what's wrong with me..

Ever since after the seminar, I kinda a bit no mood for anything... Especially study...(yes, bad bad!!!) I just can't seem to motivate myself... I feel so slumber and don't have the fighting spirit!! Arrghhh...Just so geram with myself!! God, Help me! (I kinda think I just heard 'if you don't help yourself, no one can help you' )

Yesterday, I went for Shenley's early 21st Bday Party. Well, I had lotsa fun...especially with Janice's sister, Jeannie...hahaa...after the party, we went to Shen's condo...then we chat, ate chocs & had some drinks ...and played 'Truth or Dare'...yeah..of all games...well, just heard some interestingly farny stories and crazy 'Dare', like V Ming had to crawl under the table ...Gosh! Yes, we're a bit off adi!

This morning was terrible... I know it was a terrible for me to start off a day by saying 'I just want to finish class today and then go home to sleep..' aarrgghhh...I'm not like tht!! Whole day just feel to sien! So bad mood! Only know how to complain...but still dunno what am I complaining abt! haihh..

Actually, my mood felt a bit better after some shopping with my parents @TESCO. *sigh*....

Another long day tomoro...Never mind, I'll just pray that it'll be a fruitful day. Tomoro will be a brand new day. God will provide a new morning with hope and abundance of joy!!

I've got the joy, I've got the peace of mind

I've got the faith in the Holy Ghost

that fills me everyday..

I've got the life, I've got the melody

I've got the Word

The Word of God that sets me free!!!

Hallelujah!!

*sing sing sing*

Ok la...I think the new spirit will revive me again! Read a book then sleep la.. -God bless-

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8月19日

Father's Love Letter

I came across this in my email... Just to share it here...Enjoy!

My Child...

You may not know me, but I know everything about you
...Psalm 139:1

I know when you sit down and when you rise up
...Psalm 139:2

I am familiar with all your ways
...Psalm 139:3

Even the very hairs on your head are numbered
...Matthew 10:29-31

For you were made in my image
...Genesis 1:27

In me you live and move and have your being
...Acts 17:28

For you are my offspring
...Acts 17:28

I knew you even before you were conceived
...Jeremiah 1:4-5

I chose you when I planned creation
....Ephesians 1:11-12

You were not a mistake, for all your days are written in my book
...Psalm 139:15-16

I determined the exact time of your birth and where you would live
...Acts 17:26

You are fearfully and wonderfully made
...Psalm 139:14

I knit you together in your mother's womb
...Psalm 139:13

And brought you forth on the day you were born
...Psalm 71:6

I have been misrepresented by those who don't know me
...John 8:41-44

I am not distant and angry, but am the complete __expression of love
...1 John 4:16

And it is my desire to lavish my love on you
...1 John 3:1

Simply because you are my child and I am your Father
...1 John 3:1

I offer you more than your earthly father ever could
...Matthew 7:11

For I am the perfect father
...Matthew 5:48

Every good gift that you receive comes from my hand
...James 1:17

For I am your provider and I meet all your needs
...Matthew 6:31-33

My plan for your future has always been filled with hope
...Jeremiah 29:11

Because I love you with an everlasting love
...Jeremiah 31:3

My thoughts toward you are countless as the sand on the seashore
...Psalms 139:17-18

And I rejoice over you with singing
...Zephaniah 3:17

I will never stop doing good to you
...Jeremiah 32:40

For you are my treasured possession
...Exodus 19:5

I desire to establish you with all my heart and all my soul
...Jeremiah 32:41

And I want to show you great and marvelous things
...Jeremiah 33:3

If you seek me with all your heart, you will find me
...Deuteronomy 4:29

Delight in me and I will give you the desires of your heart
...Psalm 37:4

For it is I who gave you those desires
...Philippians 2:13

I am able to do more for you than you could possibly imagine
...Ephesians 3:20

For I am your greatest encourager
...2 Thessalonians 2:16-17

I am also the Father who comforts you in all your troubles
...2 Corinthians 1:3-4

When you are brokenhearted, I am close to you
...Psalm 34:18

As a shepherd carries a lamb, I have carried you close to my heart
...Isaiah 40:11

One day I will wipe away every tear from your eyes
...Revelation 21:3-4

And I'll take away all the pain you have suffered on this earth
...Revelation 21:3-4

I am your Father, and I love you even as I love my son, Jesus
...John 17:23

For in Jesus, my love for you is revealed
...John 17:26

He is the exact representation of my being
...Hebrews 1:3

He came to demonstrate that I am for you, not against you
...Romans 8:31

And to tell you that I am not counting your sins
...2 Corinthians 5:18-19

Jesus died so that you and I could be reconciled
...2 Corinthians 5:18-19

His death was the ultimate __expression of my love for you
...1 John 4:10

I gave up everything I loved that I might gain your love
...Romans 8:31-32

If you receive the gift of my son Jesus, you receive me
...1 John 2:23

And nothing will ever separate you from my love again
...Romans 8:38-39

Come home and I'll throw the biggest party heaven has ever seen
...Luke 15:7

I have always been Father, and will always be Father
...Ephesians 3:14-15

My question is...Will you be my child?
...John 1:12-13

I am waiting for you
...Luke 15:11-32

Love, Your Dad. Almighty God

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Glory to God! He is Worthy to be Praised!

I just want to thank my heavenly Father for being with me today as I was presenting my seminar... Though I was so nervous and all...But I still felt His presence and His peace in me.. His words of affirmation that says 'I will never leave you nor forsake you'...kept me going on...and He granted me the courage to speak boldly in front of all the lecturers, my friends and even my juniors... And the fact that I could answer those questions also was really by God's grace. With my small 'kecik' brain, I wouldn't have done it as well as I think I did today...

Truly Lord, You are worthy of all my praise!!

After the seminar, I'm quite relieved...like as if i have dropped the bomb and it had a small explosion...then life still moves on... I came home, suppose to take a nap n rest...But somehow, my mind was still filled with the seminar stuff... *could be the seminar after effect*

I went for youth today..after I missed youth for a couple of weeks already.. We watched 'Joseph-Prince of Dreams' quite nice.. Animated movie like the Prince of Egypt...(same producer mar.. hahaha) So now basically...just relaxing and chilling @home ..enjoying my jazz music (Kenny G's collection) thanks to Lai Kuan!!! Need to give her a big hug already...hahha..

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8月17日

Great weekend ahead!!

Thursday today...then Friday tomorrow... Another weekend is here ...

*Is my week productive??

* Kinda dunno how to answer...

If the definition of productive is completing all my tasks and assignments...well..the answer should be 'yes' gua..

But,

If the definition of productive is having a meaningful and fruitful week...hahha...sad to say...I wouldn't think so that my week was productive..

[Whole week's focus was on seminar, seminar, seminar...and neverending seminar...just waiting to end it this Saturday] *'Seminar', you will not keep me in bondage anymore!!! Muahahah...(yeah...siao a bit adi..)*

I'm was just browsing through a few people's bloggie... and I came across Jane's blog that had something which caught my attention:

"Patience", sounds like pain, yet it produces a beautiful end result of a character.
"Persevering" is tough, yet it produces great character.
"Waiting" sounds like forever, but it is worth the reward we receive later on.

-Jane Loke's blog-

Well, I guess it's time to start practising for my seminar presentation.. ~Sign out~

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8月16日

~Comforted~

I really felt comforted when Jun Xiong, my cousin..said he will pray for me... I know that God cares for me and He will heal me from this high fever and headache...

Yes...I'm suppose to be resting in bed...But how to rest when I have to practice my presentation tmr and my slides aren't ready... Well...Only God can make a way when there seems to be no way...

-Solely depending on God's grace and provision-

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Price to Pay

Thermometer reads: 38.8 Celcius

It neva drop below 38 C for the whole day... haihh...Panadol didn't work..

Well, had to blame myself for not taking care of my body.. Been sleeping late coz of my seminar... Not that I want to sleep late, but I just can't seem to finish my seminar, the slides ...driving me nuts...I had to make sure what I was writing into it.. Partly coz there will be a Q&A session after the presentation.

I really need lots of prayer to get through this week...and I really need God's forgiveness bcoz I know I have been away from Him for awhile (on and off)... But deep down in my heart I know God is there with me and through the the strength the Christ has granted me...I can do all things!! I'll pull through and I'm gonna make this a testimony for the Lord!!!

~nites~

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8月12日

Headache!!

ahhh....yes...i feel like screaming... the stress that I'm going through to get the seminar done. I'm so lost of ideas... I have exactly one week! Next Saturday I have to present and my slides are still not done yet. Lord, help me...

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8月9日

Sunshine!!!

Thank God that all the Mid-Term Tests are all over!!! (though the results may worry me..but I'll leave it to God..)

My burden seem to be lighter...

Two major task ahead now:

1. Seminar on 19 August 06

2. Finals Exam in September...(crucial period...cannot play play mann..)

hmm....let's see what to look forward this week..

- prayer meeting & CG

- Big Break Fast @ ACTS church

- meet up with Shenley... she's coming back!!!

Next week...

- Seminar presentation

- Shenley's early 21th B'day Party!!

haih...in pain now...my abdomen a bit pain now...some more stuck in college..have to wait for my brother to finish class....God please help me get rid of the pain. I wanna do work also cannot concentrate..

-joneai sign out-

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8月5日

Think, Think & ... Think

It's another weekend...

This week was overall it was so-so only...But still, I will thank God for His mercies and grace upon me, guiding me and bringing me through this week as it was really a tough one...

This Week = Reports (the usual ones everyweek atleast 2 of it..) + World Religion presentation (finally it's complete!) + Mid-Term Test (Thursday & Saturday)

Next Week = Reports (again!) + Mid-term test (this is the final one ...before the finals..)

2 Weeks from now = SEMINAR!!! (Crucial mann...my draft haven't finish..need to prepare slides somemore...God please help me through...I cannot fail this unit.)

I'm still trying to look seek God in everything I do... But I must admit that I'm constantly distracted by my circumstances.. I need more prayer and the way I live must constantly be checked ...haih...just feel to understressed...Sometimes I just feel like moving on to working lifestyle..But I guess that lifestyle would have it's pros and cons..hmm...I need perserverance!

I live for JESUS!!

~The Sun will shine again!!~

*Praise the Lord for the new job that my dad got! It's really God's blessings!! Thank you Lord! You deserve all praises!!*

Almost time for dinner...yum yum...tum ti tum ti dum.. yeah..kinda high adi...Down with flu marr...

God bless..ciaoz

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